24 Days

I need a bit of an outlet right now and I feel very convicted about writing. I feel like it's something I'm supposed to do and I have been very reluctant to start. I have no plan and I'm not sure what to share, so we'll see where this goes.

My husband and I are beginning a 24-day clean eating challenge on Monday and I'm very nervous. I have never stayed committed to an eating plan for longer than 5 days, but I am determined to this time! I want to lose weight but even more than that I'm convicted about denying my flesh more than I ever have before.

There are a lot of things going on in my life and in the lives of those close to me that are, quite honestly breaking  my heart right  now. Typically I fall into depression during these times and stuff my feelings with treats. It's an escape for me to sit on the couch and eat ice cream. When I deny my flesh it forces me to face my feelings and let them out more than I am comfortable with.

So, come Monday as I eat clean and forgo treats we will see where my emotions go. I want to be real...more open and honest and I believe the next 24 days are going to help me to do that.

Anyone else want to give something up for 24 days??